"Experience is God's school; those taught by him learn they have no wisdom by their mistakes, no strength by their slips and falls." (John Newton)
For i, myself, experienced it for the wonders of these beautiful people :)
Never I care much about people around. As long as I am fine... everything is alright. Selfish! Yes, so true. I hate attachments cos that's my issue... when I get used to you I can't get enough of you. So distance. I do create distance as I feel some thing would start on something. It's mainly because I don't want to get hurt.
Loving entails letting:laughing and crying. That's what you get when you let your heart win over your head. Over and over, I tried to teach myself how to dettached but nevervas it was I made union to people around.
This is what teaching has taught me. To adapt to the reality and to mingle with people. Teaching shapes me to be better... to expand my horizon... and go beyond limits.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
You are learning...
Strange
For the beauty of the rhythm strikes in me, how wonderful is this life that cries out for me I am acting so strange... this is how I feel, Indeed! but I admit I love it. Am I being so selfish? too scared to give in however; I slowly just did...did but definitely in-control still. Confident of no tears this time...I once shed for someone who's unworthy they say--O guess true ... an unknown/ unexplained reason. It is every day I've becoming more of who I am when I am with you ... when I am talking to you and get to know you...broken as I do but somehow complete and anew.-- just so into you! Words would always be words but could mean more.
It's the beep that brings about the heap;
how it makes me out of seat,
when you dare not talk I missed.
It's just your bleeps that keep it lit.-- no reasons reconcile and knit.
Words of words meet, a way and gay my heart to leap.
Cherishing is some times abandoning shift;
Guilt is paid with how you greet.
You bring forth the feeling so opposite.
Thus, strange new feeling is deposit.
I may not by and by posit
A smile and smile and smile for is a habit.
This is for you. May be sounding of not in tune... feel and feel it, too.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
soffite
Words...words,.terrifying as it is. Much of the things has to be said and done. All things are unsaid actually. Limiting myself because I am indeed affected by the words coming from you, so true. I don't know if I'm counting on the instinct or just counting on the very sole of your words-- I am not thinking. So deeply tormented on the way of making it so easy for you and yet too hard for me.
Can you just simply imagine how it is indeed for me.
Friday, March 11, 2011
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
...open close quotation of mine
Be So LUCKY...Right Now…somebody is thinking of you.
…somebody is caring about you.
…somebody misses you
…somebody wants to talk to you.
…somebody wants to be with you.
…somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
…somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
…somebody wants to hold your hand.
…somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
…somebody wants you to be happy.
…somebody wants you to find him/her.
…somebody is celebrating your successes.
…somebody wants to give you a gift.
…somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
…somebody loves you.
…somebody admires your strength.
…somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
…somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.